Do I want to feel nothing
Where it feels like I' dead
Hiding in my own non-reality world
Away from it all
Away from the pain
From my insanity
Where my suttle pleas for help were denied
Or
Do I want to feel pain
To know I'm alive
That reality I see is real
To see the scripted blood wuth hurtful words
In which I inflicted upon others
To feel the damaged skin darkened by hurtful words
In which others inflicted upon me
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Where it feels like I' dead
Hiding in my own non-reality world
Away from it all
Away from the pain
From my insanity
Where my suttle pleas for help were denied
Or
Do I want to feel pain
To know I'm alive
That reality I see is real
To see the scripted blood wuth hurtful words
In which I inflicted upon others
To feel the damaged skin darkened by hurtful words
In which others inflicted upon me
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This was made either January 24th or 25th and was ment for those two days of well hell for my life in which I was personally going through. But Some of it too can be related to how I feel now and Janury 26th 2007.
