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OMG.... today was so... so... so..... grrrr.... i hate how when sumthin goes wrong in my life i have no one to turn to.... or sumone to hold on to.... sumone who will just listen to me and be there for me.... i am that kind of person to ppl but i have no one like that.... ppl think i am all happy all the time but i'm not and no one realizes it...

one of my friends today.... in fact my best friend started to ignore me.... and pay atteintion to a guy that likes her but she doesnt like him..... than after that she decides to test me on what i would do if she got drunk.... and i didn't like it and i ignored her and told her what she didn't want to hear!! and she just pissed me off sooooo much.... then after that at 4:30 i started to walk home and i got to see my ex..... not the best to see a guy whom you want to bite his head off!! so then i got home and my dad started bitchin at me 'bout was wrong and i wasn't gonna talk to him 'cuz i knew that sum how he was turn it on me and tell me i told you so.... 'cuz that is what he always does.... so i was in my room until i came out of room and got online... and now ppl won't stop buggin me 'bout stupid s**t!!! huh.... i am so pissed off i want to scream.... but.... i can't.... so ya....