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can turn a girl into a totally different person. Make her do things she regrets later.

I'm sorry to be an a**...

I really do miss you. But I was having an emotion breakdown...
I would like to see you again, but as a friend. I wouldn't mind being able to say hi to you again. But as a friend.

I have something called chronic depression. This is no bullshit. It comes around every once in a while. It comes around most often when I feel very lonely.

I've done some stupid things to make myself feel better. Like trying to overdose on hydrocoden (sp?)...and I've had some friends help me out. More than they know.

But I'm starting to feel better now.

i had a well needed visit from a friend. ^^;
you know who you are. wink
I fell as though I am refreshed.

So please don't take this harshly.
I'm not in love with you.

I'm sorry to be confusing. I'm sorry if you think I'm an a*****e.
I really am.

I hope you can forgive me.