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My mother got mad at me today. Because that's only when she notices me. When she mad. I'm invisible otherwise. I'm only noticed when I do something wrong. Yelling is all I've ever know from my family. My grandmother is the ony one that doesn't yell. I am not heard, my voice is too quiet. Yelling is nothing new to me. My friends don't yell. My teachers don't yell. Why does my family yell so much. I've had theropy, it didn't help. They say it's all in my mind. They haven't seen my mind. I have a feeling they wouldn't survive in my mind. We'll see.