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scream stressed I swear this day was made to make you feel alone and unwanted if you don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend. sad It is even worse when your friends make you feel that way or should I say one of your friends. gonk

Here is the story: My school does this red flowers and you can buy them and have them sent to your friends' classes. While by lunch I hadn't got one which was no big deal I never do. THen two of my friends got one, while I asked from who. To find it was from one of my friend lets call them Jane Well Jane got everyone flowers but me. I tried so hard not to cry cry and didn't untill I got home. I felt so unwanted and alone. crying This is also the same person that wounders why I'm so into Vampires is becasue I can relate to them in the loneiness they feel. crying

I only got one valetine from my friend Stephie that made me feel a little better stare and it is another reason why I'm taking her to disneyland with me and not one of my others.

sad I had to talk about it here and not on my LJ because she can reading my LJ and doesn't know my name on this. sweatdrop