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for those who care but dont know my pain when i was about 8 i had to get muscle reconstructive surgery on my right shoulder. and over the years of me play with my band and doing guitar gigs my shoulder has gotten worse. about two years after the surgery i started taking pain killers for my shoulder. they first started at 50mg shot right in...again i say IN my shoulder blade. now my doctor has said something that pains me deeply. that my shoulder has gotten bad enough that he advices that i wont be able to play the guitar like i used to and that i shoulder stop play it altogether. i didnt want another surgery so i talked to my otherband member and also talked it out with my fiance and i have decided to just do lead vocals for my band, and have my backup guitarist fill in for me. i have fiath in him for i have known him since me him and his brother, our bassist started the band. then a month ago the pain atttacks started happening again, and i have had to go to a new pain killer. Im just so very thankful im so strong, that i have so much to live for....that i have SOMEONE to live for and that she is always there so i can call her if it gets too bad.

Posted by: Gunblade~Griever Sat Dec 30, 2006 @ 08:33pm

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Commented on: Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 02:18am


	Swoons heart Fiance... Yes that would be me my love. Just joking but I am happy you can think of my to live for... Charlie I share your pain in other ways believe me I know it almost tears your soul in two. But you must remember for your dreams you can't let anything tear you from what you want to be in your future. If you go.... those dreams will never be and there will be shattered hearts that can never be mended to love again. meanings I swear my life to misery if you die being that I don't have the guts for suicide. But I can't live with out you! and ou're everything to me the air I need to breathe so hang in there I'm always here! Really Charlie you RULE on vocals ans you band is so well organized I know you will succeed. AS for having a second surgery... As much as I would hate to see you like that. I would rather if the shoulder worsened you would consider for longer usage. Not only for my sake but for your own in the long run. Hell I'll change my mind and study to become a doctor to do the procedure me self! Charlie I'd do anything in your happiness. But the pain you have is not stronger then our love no matter how much it becons to your soul to let go. If YOU LOVE ME... you WONT let go. Ever... because I am here to bear your pain. no matter what you say never for get I want your live over my own and I'd give you my heart if it meant for you to live....

Commented on: Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 03:54am


	i know yuna...i know i promise never to let go. this was really for the kids so if im not on for a period of time they know why.

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Commented on: Sat Jan 06, 2007 @ 09:51am


	Where ever storm clouds may rise I'll be there waiting in the darkness to save your soul before you commit your self to ash and benevolent darkness forever silenced to harsh fired of hell your soul... is far to beautiful and therefore I'll save you, the one i love not like Dare-Devil who lost his only love i shale save you and your light from with in from froze moons i come under it's cold light to set me free but love, do you really love me only you can truly save thee your the hero, it's not me even though I'd like to be... your peaceful serenity.

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