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yup im feeling shitty again..psshhh being alone in the house all day just sucks. I mean really. Plus im as scared as s**t about school next year, but im not telling anyone..yeah you know why..? cos im stupid..because i think im actually trying to ignore the fact that the school councillor is leaving..and im trying to ignore the fact that i need help...that i need her to be there for me. I need someone to be there for me. But i need to be strong..

im trying to ignore the fact that i panick too much..that i have a Learning Disorder..

i feel like i should just get over myself..

why am i writing this here..? i have another journal..honestly..