The moment of revalation when i realized i would no longer be a slave to my emotions, that my mind and heart were too different things, that the sorrow that beckoned to me from the past could be erased, the moment was unbelieveable...
And I stood there
In the middle of the rain, thunder and lightning
In the midst of all this chaos
And found solitude
A deafening silence fell
And for an instant
Everything aligned
And my tears were masked by the downpoor
Because for the longest time there's been something
Eating me alive from the inside out
And as my shoes sunk deeper into the damp grass
I felt my shoulders grow lighter
I knew that everything would work out
That this would make me stronger
That I've been through much worse
And as I fell to my knees
And I felt the world itself support me
I found a new kind of courage
A different kind of bravery
The will to move on
The moisture that hung in the air
Soothed the sickness in my lungs
Just like that
I was cleansed
I was someone else
Any doubt that I had was irraticated with the lightning storm
I have no more questions
No more plights
Because it's time to shine
It's time to start over
I don't want to be who I was so long ago
That would defeat the purpose of progression
I will take these mistakes
And let them course through my veins
A lesson learnt that I won't forget
And i promise you, i'll be whole yet
And the sun will rise with my heart
As i walk on, walk on to happiness
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