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mostly thoughts and poems
the poems will go into my first entry tittled poems
and the writting i did on my thoughts will be in this

My cutting days are behide me. A dark chapter finally put to rest. Yet my skin still itches for the blade. i guess i will never be fully over it. it will never be over. No rest for the weary. And i am so tired. Maybe just maybe with time i can sleep with the help of the one I love sleep next to her. Untill then i live in a waking dream the dream that ends with her.

Yet another horrible and miserable day i swear if it wasn't for Jenna there would be bodies piling left and right. I really dont know what set it off, it's just some people i wana kill cuz the annoy the living crap out of me. Hopefully this feeling doesnt continue or well I wont mentally be doing too well.

(this last one was done last sunday night)
What true love is:
When you love someone so much that your afriad of things but mostly I'm afraid of hurting you. I am a ******** up and I know i truely love you so I am not making you this promise but this is a promise I am making to myself If i ever, ever make you sad or unhappy I will leave you cause It will happen again and again... .. .
I truely love you enough to make sure your happiness comes first. I would die for your but better yet i would LIVE for you. Your happiness is my only concern. Love is the only time U comes before I.