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THE FIRST OF MANY

Dear Diary,

As I walk down this road of life everything seems so confusing. I thought I found someone who made me feel special someone who cared for me but then he just vanished, POOF I have no idea where he is now but I guess I must move on there are other fish in the sea as my mom used to tell me. Today I tried to find some confort in my friends but they all seemed to be to busy with all of their problems that none could help, shesh what good are they anyways. I dont mean that of corse they are great. I miss him really but I think it might be for the better or at least I will tell my self that. I have decided to make myself a promise today that no matter how sad I feel inside I will still be happy on the outside. I will not bring down others from my attitude. I am starting to feel better already. My cheery attitude is back and I just cant wait to talk to new people. I think I will go to a club or a bar and see if I can meet anyone nice tonight. Who knows maybe I will meet the next mister right (not likely LOL) atleast I will make a new friend out of it.