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Slipping away

Slipping away finding it hard to breath
Why did you leave so suddenly
I thought we where friends
Or was it one sided

I would be lying if I said it didn’t hurt
Feeling like crying, lost and confused
You maid me hope, dream, want more then this life
Making me dream even more
Feeling something there
Or was I just imagining it

You said you didn’t want anything right now
I backed off from the beginning thinking me a fool
Never hoping for more but the heart being unwilling
Pain in my chest
tears in my eyes
Why

I never thought of us as more
But the moment you left…..
I didn’t even get a goodbye
I didn’t even get an explanation
Slipping away finding it hard to breath
Why did you leave so suddenly
I thought we where friends
Or was it one sided

Hurt why me
Hurt not knowing what had happened
Staying up every night to talk to you
Waiting for you
To tell you something new
Friends we where I thought
I had no planes for more
But now that your gone I’m confused
In my heart of hearts did I want more

True your all the things I had hoped for
But you where so fare away
So I left my heart on the floor
And thought if you existed
Then so dose another for me
Knowing I couldn’t have more
So why did you leave did I turn you away
Did you see my feelings before me
Was I blind but you where not

Slipping away finding it hard to breath
Why did you leave so suddenly
I thought we where friends
Or was it one sided
Come back
Come back
Come back
And tell me why
Come back and explain what happened
You said you needed this time to yourself
A year without you I can’t handle but I try
Why
Why
Why
One sided heart
I’ll wait that year for you I’ll ask you then
It wont be easy but I’ll wait for you in the end

I think to myself what if
What if it wasn’t one sided
What if it was more
What if you got confused to
And didn’t know what to do
I’ll never may know
Keep the hope
Keep the hope
Keep the hope
That you will come back to me
Friends I would rather be then to lose you all the way
I don’t want to be alone
A connection like no other
It creped up on me without knowing

Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye my heart
Goodbye my friend
Please forgive me
Slipping away finding it hard to breath
Why did you leave so suddenly
I thought so much
I’ll keep going waiting
Waiting for you