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Well, it's been exactly 3 weeks since Jared and I have been going out.

And to be honest, it's been the best ******** 3 weeks of my entire life so far. It seems like it's gone by so fast though. Maybe it's just me. xp

I feel like crap though. I feel like I'm spending too much time with Jared and not enough time with my friends. >_<x I just feel like I've sorta been neglecting them. xp Well, it'll get better. I'm trying to balance my boyfriend and my friends.

Well, Sam's party is this weekend. WOOT. She better get cookie dough dammit. xd It is my turn to say "hand over the cookie dough, fatty". xd It's a long story.

Tonight, I'm just going to relax. I haven't had a time where I can just sit back and watch some TV or something.

Well, actually, I have to finish my art project. *It's a calavera (sp?) of Edward Scissorhands (In other words, it's a paper mache' model of a skeleton Edward Scissorhands)*

That's it for now kiddies.

Morbidly Yours,
~Sam Gimpy Zip


Edit: I just realized that on the journal entry that described the day that Jared and I started going out is really quite dull... I was going to go back and just change it, but no one would have looked back at it. So here is the FULL story *Warning, this may be quite a long story. Depends*.

1/7/05
I woke up at about 12:30ish and saw that someone left a message on my cell phone. I was thinking to myself "heh, wouldn't that be really odd if it was Jared?". Well, it was. I called him back and Kyle answered the phone. They said that they were coming over to my house.
Now, that was going to be the first time that they had even stepped foot inside my house. And of course, it was A MESS. So I run through the house like a mad-woman hiding all my dirty laundry, cleaning up my room just a bit, change out of my pajamas, and put in some ramen *I was hungry*. By 1, I was ready.
They came over around 2:30. sweatdrop . I had to have someone be there, because I would be nervouse and not know what to say. So I of course called Margot.
At 2:30, I got a call from Jared asking which house was mine. I walked outside, and they were walking down the sidewalk. *Jared was wearing his leather blazer. whee * It was seriously one of the best things I've seen. It was lightly snowing, and he looked so freaking good.
Well, they came up to my room. My mom wasn't home. *Ok, for all you pervs reading this, NOTHING HAPPENED*. They sat down on my bed, and I sat down on my computer chair. They were really quiet. About 10 minutes later, the door bell rings. We all go to answer it. It's Margot! *Thank god, I was so nervous*.
I grab my jacket, and we all go outside and have a mini-snow/ice war. Well, I look over the fence and see my mom pulling in the drive way. Oops, looks like Morbid forgot to tell her that they were coming over. I tell Jared and Kyle to run. They do. I then stand there and look at Margot. "Can you do me a big favor?...Can you just go tell Jared that I like him. Because I just... I want him to know".
So she runs and I sit down on the snow covered bench. I wait a few minutes, when I hear Margot yell my name. I stand up and I go out through the garage. My heart is probably pounding a million miles an hour. I walk over to them. Margot's smiling, but Jared and Kyle are sorta walking away. Margot says "Jared, tell her what you told me. You can't leave till you do". Kyle then agrees "Dude. Come on. Just tell her". I look at Jared, nervous as hell of what he'll say. "You know that I like you too, right?". I just stand there astounded. Again, Jared starts to walk off, so Kyle, Margot and I follow. I just keep replaying the last few seconds over and over in my head. Kyle and Margot kept badgering Jared about something. I can't remember exactly what they said. Jared then stops, and says "Can you two just go away". Kyle and Margot walk behind this car. So it's just the two of us standing there. I can barely make eye contact with him, I'm so nervouse. "Ok... So... You know that I like you" he says. I nod "Yea. And... Well, I've always been to afraid to tell you that I like you too". We stand there for a few seconds. I'm now staring at my feet. "So..." he says. I look up at his eyes *which I might mention are so freaking gorgeous*. "Do you wanna go out?". I nod, smiling "yea".
So we go back and get Margot and Kyle. We then decide to go to the park near my house. *Which was so beautiful with the snow on the ground*. They all want to go through the trees, but I go the easier way. I stand there and watch as Margot and Kyle walk through the trees, on the other side of the creek. I then see someone out of the corner of my eye. It's Jared. ^_^ We stand there and watch Kyle and Margot trying to kill each other. xd
Finally, they both make it across the creek. Except Margot dropped her cellphone in the creek. xp So we walk through the park, but Margot and I are in front of Jared and Kyle. Kyle and Margot keep sayin stuff like "Guys, walk TOGETHER. God, you act like you've never been in a relationship before", etc... They even make us just stand there alone. And of course, Morbid here is too afraid to say anything, because she might sound stupid.
Well, at about 4:30, Jared and Kyle say they have to go. So Margot says "Ok, hug eachother good bye. Maybe kiss or something". Jared then tells em to go away, so they stand behind a tree. He looks at me and says "Well, I've gotta get going" and we hug eachother. Now, I'm going to sound like the cheesiest person in the entire world when I say this. But I love hugging him. It's one of the best feelings in the entire world.
So Margot and I walk our way, while Jared and Kyle walk the opposite. I just have to look one last time at him. The one guy that cares for me as much as I care for him. I smiled, and we walked home in the snow.

I jumped on Margot and told her that I loved her on the way back.

Then when we were inside, I ran into a door. xp