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Today, Thursday 11-2-06 I broke up with my BF. I was having all kinds of problems with him. First he would act tottaly perverted about girls wich got me really upset. I talked to him and he said hed calm down but he didnt. He did it later on and I put up with it while trying to think of a way to end it. Then After much thought and much torment from him I ended it. he seemed okay with it wich kind of made me upset. Im glad im not with him anymore because I think I should get someone who will actually show me affection.

Okay...well here is a complete list of all the crap I put up with while I was with him:

exclaim Talked about other girls
exclaim Never held my hand or showed any affection
exclaim Was harrassed about talking to other guys
exclaim Told me he wasnt going to call me
exclaim Was allways doing something during when ever to piss off my friends

Well, Thats it and thats why. And you want was even worse? I was incredibly lonely before I met him and with him i was a lot happier before. And when he kissed me it didnt feel right. Like I wasnt supposed to be with him. I didnt even want his kiss. I wanted some one elses and thats what hurt. I thought of the other person right after he stole my first kiss. And doing all those things for the past like 2 months I find out he was only doing it because he was going to be home schooled! But i still feel better. (But just as lonely)