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Is it possible that I might be giving my hopes up about this whole Jared thing?... I'm probably just paranoid......

He just doesn't act like we're even going out at school... It's just like we're still friends. And that's fine, I have nothing wrong with that. It's just... Well he barely even gives me a hug goodbye. I got a hug from him twice.

Maybe I'm over reacting... I mean we've only been going out for a little over a week. -_-;

It's not like I want him to propose or anything. I just don't want to be treated just like a friend. Bleh. I'm being petty and stupid. -______-;;; *sigh*.

I just really like him. REALLY like him. I can't stop thinking about him. -_-;;; I can't watch Buffy without thinking about him, I can't watch TV without thinking about him, I can't watch a freaking Johnny Depp movie without thinking about him... I just want him to feel the same. I keep having this feeling that I like him way more than he likes me... I dunno... Maybe it's just the paranoia talking... I'll try calling him today or something.

I just don't want to be the petty girlfriend. I don't want to be the girl that ALWAYS has to be with her boyfriend. I just... I want to spend time with him. Ya know? *sigh*

Well, I'm gonna go. Leave me some advice if you guys have any.


Morbidly Yours,
~Sam Gimpy Zip