Don't know why, but I just absolutely love being babied, with all the attention on me. Maybe that's one reason I've wanted a big brother so much since I was 3 or 4... I don't know. I think I like to know someone is being overprotective of me, because it makes me feel wanted. And being treated like a little kid... I don't know, it's just, comforting, somehow. Nobody ever treated me like a little sibling before I met my online friends, and my parents always just treated me like I never knew anything, not like I was a child. I think I really do like being a kid more than anything, cause I guess it makes me feel like I'm allowed to feel how I do, somewhere in the back of my mind.
My friends, online and in real life, they all made me feel special, and they're the reason I'm still here. I love knowing I'm loved, and well, my parents apparently haven't displayed that very well over the 13 years of my life. Sadly, it's a fact that I love my best friends more than my own parents.
ll SilverLeaf ll · Tue Oct 10, 2006 @ 04:32am · 0 Comments
