In this life of pain I love many.
They do not know this though because I hide it from them.
It is my little secret that may one day kill me.
but for his friendship I will take a bullet and I will die to protect his happiness. My life means nothing if his is unhappy.
In this life of pain will we ever find another?
Will we just wither and die like an old flower?
I will never give my love for him up no matter what promises I have made to my promised one! He will always be in my heart. My heart of hearts is telling me nothing on this matter of the soul!
Now if you read this and understand my painful decision tell me what I should do in a lovely comment in this here journal.
They do not know this though because I hide it from them.
It is my little secret that may one day kill me.
but for his friendship I will take a bullet and I will die to protect his happiness. My life means nothing if his is unhappy.
In this life of pain will we ever find another?
Will we just wither and die like an old flower?
I will never give my love for him up no matter what promises I have made to my promised one! He will always be in my heart. My heart of hearts is telling me nothing on this matter of the soul!
Now if you read this and understand my painful decision tell me what I should do in a lovely comment in this here journal.
All the pain in the world is drowned out by your shouts of pain.
Why is it that you hurt so?
Was it something I did?
Are you there? Is my love to much?
((Tears run down face and land on crossed hands))
Please allow this love I feel to seep into your heart and cheer you.
This life is nothing with out your love and affection….
Don’t leave me.
Why is it that you hurt so?
Was it something I did?
Are you there? Is my love to much?
((Tears run down face and land on crossed hands))
Please allow this love I feel to seep into your heart and cheer you.
This life is nothing with out your love and affection….
Don’t leave me.
