Damn!! I just love Cradle of Filth (black metal band)...mm...i really hate my life...i wish i could just die and forget about everything...but, i cant......>,> a guy just broke my heart..yes, the guy i like......i thought that there was something "more than friends" i guess....but nah..i discovered he..likes one of my best friends...why should i be sad? i dont get it...i normally dont care about this stuff...but damn...i feel a never-ending pain in my heart...thats why i dont like to fall in love...they end up hurting me.....i guess one day i'll find my guy XD ......maybe the guy of my dreams...who knows? i dont care...anyways...here's a cradle of filth lyric of my fave song from them.....^^ mmmmm.......i guess im starting to fall in love with another friend of mine...DAMN! i feel like a b*tch XD......but i cant help it...>> i love guys a lot... gonk ....i just want to make my dream come true: be a rocker/metal guitarrist TOT from a very famous band......and i'll NEVER =( do that..........my parents dont like the fact that im like...goth >>...or dark...... they tell me im crazy and stuff.....sometimes, they make me cry...(of course in silence and alone)...and i just hate my brothers (dont ask who) they keep telling me offensive stuff to me...i cant stand it ANYMORE!! ...i feel that no one understands me....everyone keeps telling me im wrong or...they ignore me.....................ppl always do that! why they keep abusing from me in that ways? maybe..when im 18...and if i make my dream come true...i'll never return to this land (mexico).......and if i do that, then im not going to my home or anything like that..mmm---they'll miss me....(i dont think so)......but, my loneliness is going to kill me.......anyways...i g2g.....take care... sad ..i dont feel so good...
Nymphetamine - Cradle of Filth
Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl
Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)
Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
None better
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl
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