stare I walk alone. No one follows me or comes to me by my side. The ones that I know and love are all decapitated by the strong hold of sweet demise. eek I walk in circles trying to get a word in the conversation, but nothing sticks. scream ALL IS LOST!!! stressed However, I must win them back at all costs. I miss my companions and our petty video game marathons or comedy club visits. sad Where is a good laugh when you need one? Illumination in the dark corner can only mean one thing...HOPE. I hope that the pain and suffering will end soon, but it won't. How am I supposed to have faith and trust anyone or anything, when all that I've been fed is lies? What happiness lies? Sweet demise. It has my pack in a bind and I am left behind to fend for myself. sweatdrop No compassion, but for the cheap high. Why must they entangle themselves in such a web of disgrace and dishonor to themselves and to their families? ninja What do they have to gain, nothing but more turmoil and a numbing sensation in place of their pain. I was once kin to them in their quest for a trip into the great beyond, but now I have come to the realization that nothing is forever and those who search for a quick trip are only lost in themselves. gonk For one to wish to fall means that he does not wish to be here and slowly cripples his senses and fries his brain into a state of mush, so as to not be "here." domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun That is not how I wish to be and I would like to take this opportunity that life has given me and actually live for a change. Live like there is no tomorrow and make today worth it. That is what I wish and in fulfilling this wish I plan to accomplish a new state of mind...something that would bring me a lot closer to "happiness." I must save my friends and keep them alive in my heart or they will surely die within themselves. 3nodding heart heart heart 
 Katsura1031 · Mon Jan 10, 2005 @ 09:36am · 1 Comments |
