Ok this is my first journal that i have done so i compleatly messed up and have to retype everything xp so hear goes
Flames and Feathers 8-31-06
I have a candle inside me
A candle that only a few can see
A candle thats ment for only me
There is a person who gives me so much love
A person who treats me like a morning dove
But now shes trying to snuff my candle out
And it seems all I can do is scream and pout
Now this person who use to love me so
Treats me like the ugly crow
I cant trust this person no more
A person who use to make me feel like I could sore
Now she has caught me and ripped off my wings
In the proscess she filled up my head with lies and things
Then she locked me up tight in a cage all alone
So now no one can get past these bars made of cold hard stone
Bells Chime 9-15-06
All I can do is frown
Because I feel so down
And it is all because of you
You who use to be so true
You live in my memories and in my dreams
You who turned this into a schem
You said that you would never leave in that certain tone
But now I know Im all alone
I lay on the floor thinking of you
I remember what we use to do
The blood starts to spread about me
And these tears engolf me
There lays the razor on the floor
And there lays the wrist in which it tore
I stare out the window one last time
Thinking of your smile as the bells chime
Sarrowful Tears 9-21-06
Tears of sarrow streak down my face
Tears of sarrow as delicate as lace
Tears of sarrow so pure and true
Tears of sarrow right out of the blue
You who said that you would never cause these tears
You who chased away all my fears
You who gave me an unbrella to walk under
You who said that you love me even when I made a blunder
Now I feel likee you care no more
My heart screams that it has been tore
My heart crys because I dont know what to do
I dont know wether to love or hate you
You said these words which hurt like a heavy load
Your words which are starting to turn my heart cold
These words of yours I dont want to hear no more
Tears of sarrow streak down my face
Tears of sarrow as delicate as lace
Tears of sarrow so pure and true
Tears of sarrow right out of the blue
Bluebirds 5-18-06
I called you mine
You called me yours
We held each other close at night
You said that it would last forever
Now I know your gone forever
I sit alone thinking of you
Remembering what we use to do
I now know what I must do
i must die to forget you
As I sit there ready to die
I heard the phone ring one more time
I picked it up to see who called
And it was you who caused it all
BeforI let you say a word
i told yout aht I loved yous till and forever
I said I was sorry and hung up the phone
I went back and sat all alone
Listening to the bluebirds trill
I picked up the knife and started once more
Now I cut even deeper this time
Just remembering the bluebirds chime
The Cut 5-22-06
I trusted you
You said you trust me too
But now I know that it wasnt true
You told me that it would always be
That it was only you and me
It was like the song they use to sing, "sitting in a tree"
But now your gone
And I lay on the floor
Ignoring the knocks on my door
The blood drips from my wrist
And the knife in the other that caused the slit
I stare at the ceiling
With a blank expresion
Trying to get rid of the tension
So I cut deeper this time
So I can remember you one last time
Why Wont You Be Mine?? 5-22-06
You told me that you loved me
You said you wanted me to be yours
And I told you that I couldn't be yours
Because I was already taken
You were quite shaken
By this reply
And you went to your room to cry
And as you sat there pondering what to do
An answer came out of the blue
You went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife
You said that this would have to suffice
You started to cut your wrist
As you did, all you could do is think of a list
A list of all the things you've done
A list that out weighs a ton
This list caused you to cut deeper this time
Just one deep thick line
You remember one thing
One thing thats all
You remember her laughter
Echoing throughout the hall
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