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Eh, A Clockwork p***y?


(Hey, at least I fully understand the referrence in that joke now. XD)

Well, I got back from my night school class around ten, and I've been online pretty much ever since. Yes, I've finally started. It feels so weird to know I'm going back to school to finish what I started, but although a lot of the cards are being played in my favor, I can't help but have this awful feeling that I'm going to screw up somewhere. From what is definite, all I can hope for is that I do my best and that I won't be kicked out of the class or fail miserably, despite my lack of an attitude problem with teachers. The class is mostly full of those who make up for that and beyond. There was actually a fight at the end of class between a student and the teacher. All it did was annoy me, but I can't help but think of the rows to come. Ah, and we have two individual papers, along with a midterm. I'm gonna fail, aren't I? I'm only lucky that all the work is kept in class-this saves me from my homework dilemma, if only for the next two months and this one.... so why do I feel like I'm one of the smartest and most studious of the students in the class again? God bless those who are and are not, but I'm surrounded by morons. At least my group mates had an ounce of intelligence and sense to them.... *sigh* We were the only group, it seems, with a well thought out current event paper. The last group didn't even bother to look through the paper! >.<


Cheers, my friends: To higher education! *clinks glass and gulps down her cherry juice*

Ah... I feel a bit better...


New: May twenty first, 2002...

http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp05212002.shtml

The one I'm on now.

Alright, it's 5:10 AM already and I've been sleepy for hours. Why the hell do I do this to myself?