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OKay there was this girl who i had had a fight with a long time ago. I will not say her name b/c i do not want those who know her to think anything worse of her. she is not tha bad of a person it's just we don't mesh well as friends. We are better off just being allies. Well anywho i was on myspace and i typed up a message to her saying this (also i am going to blank out the name of her and of myself and the nickname of myelf)

"okay _______.......i want to make amends(sp ....aw who the hell cares) with you. I am sorry for what has happened in the past. No i am not trying to become friends with you i just feel like i need to grow up and stop living in the past and live in the now.

It was childish of me to act the way i did but i can't take back what has been done. I do not wish it never happened. I know that sounds rude but i am not trying to make it sound that way.

I'm just saying that i wouldn't be the person i am today or have the friends i have if i have any regrets about anyhting in life.

During our friendship from a long time ago you were a great friend. YOu were nice and cool but i guess....in my head something went off. I don't know what it was but it did.

What i am trying to say really is i want to apologize for the past and move on. Whetehr you accept my apology or not is your choice and whatever you chose i will respect.

______________"

and that was the letter but with lines so you do not know who i am talking about.