So, lately, I've been fighting chronic fatigue linked to my irritable bowel syndrome. (like for a month or more!). I've been so exhausted that even energy drinks weren't helping, the ones that I can drink from Amway. They make me feel more myself and more human but the energy fades so quickly. I have had IBS attacks each evening since Tuesday and a small one this evening. Took imodium which hopefully settles it. I desperately want to write rp posts but I have just been so unwell.
I hope I can feel better by tomorrow. I keep saying that. I feel like today was not toooo bad. But I certainly have sore insides that feel like they were used as a punching bag from the IBS attack the other night. And the tiredness to go with it. I didn't have problems aside from sore n tired today and didn't think I was going to have another attack but made the mistake of making myself a hot chocolate to warm myself up. I was drinking those fine before but I guess I'll leave them off for a while till things settle. I better stick to bland and safe things for a few days.
My endoscopy-colonoscopy procedure is probably going to happen sooner than I'm mentally prepared for. cat_xp I had to ring them to change the appointment as my sis was going to be away for the day they picked (and we told them her away dates but it was forgotten/overlooked). So they gave me some appointments for earlier in July instead of at the end of it!! cat_surprised
I'm waiting on my sister to get back to me on whether she can get time off to support me for it. I just need supervision and reassurance while doing the prep and then for someone to drive me to the appointment, then pick up and supervise for 24hrs after. Sis needs to organise time off work or work from home if she can.
I can't do it on my own and my mum is about to lose her job at Toowoomba due to some issues there. I asked the hospital if we can make my procedure for August as I don't mind waiting but they said I'm top category so they have to get me in ASAP. So that's how that is.
Well, I just wanted to write a journal entry so people can read it to see what's going on with me and why I've been so absent and so late on rp posts and replies. That's the thing I want to do most. I really hope I get well soon. Thank you for everyone for your patience. I'm frustrated but trying to stay positive.
Kasumi Roseglimmer Community Member 
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