so it was about time for my happy laid back days to come into turmoil i know that every good day will eventually have a storm but that too after the storm there will be brighter days.
ive had 2 inspections by diffrent organizations and im about to have another i failed one but passed when they came again and then another organization came and i passed but they want the landlord to fix something. its been 4 months this year and im about to have another inspection thats like 4 inspections one each month so annoying.
the floor has a hole something I DIDNT DO it was cheap shotty work before i moved in. theres also bird crap thats been on the balcony since i got here i asked them to take care of it they havent. they put a flyer on everyones door saying prepare for new rules and an inspection in may.
and if theres bird crap i could be fined and theirs other rules that are crazy annoying i proabably wont get fined for them but they are annoying
i need to sign the lease but the office lady is taking forever to print out the lease i dont want to sign online i like old school cus im old
ive been so stressed barly able to do fun things i normally do to decompress ive lost intrest in everything. today is easter im TRYING to relax and work on a furry head but its hard to get into focus mode when your worried about so many things.
also my disability is being questioned my ssdmi they say its routin to reevaluate people for their disability every 7 years. i have bipolar im not getting better but i am pretty stable with meds. but the health care system here is ridiculous.
i went to the reevaluation and i feel so dumb i mean i guess it will look good for my case but it doesnt help my confidence i wish i was normal to have a job but im not im dumb emotional and bat s**t crazy at times.
i feel bad for my bf but he helps me so much he loves me during my hard times and good times luckly.
i have to wait 7 weeks to get info if i will still have ssdi income
i had a furry coffee meet yesterday i usalluy enjoy going to but everything tv shows are hard to focus on art is hart to do meets are of no intrest cus of my current anxiety i hope this cloud leaves soon.
at least i have friends and family who care about me and kittys who cuddle
oh i also went to the vet my cats are healthy they said HAZZAH
 redfoxgreeneyes13 · Mon Apr 21, 2025 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |
