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I'm not sure what to think of how my life is going now. I can't complain I have a job, a decent income I'm going off to school and I can drive myself anywhere almost anytime. It's conveinient...oooh and booze. rolleyes

Why is this little relationship issue with my ******** boyfriend and I getting to me, why haven't I left him yet?

I am in love with someone else, my best friend. I know it, I've acknowledged it, yet I continue to make the three of us suffer.

I haven't been on gaia much, not sure why but after a few moments I get bored with it. I love you all but things are just too much in my head right now. I'm only happy when I'm sitting with my best friend, thinking about him or talking to him. God, I sound like a ******** school girl with puppy love crush! Eww burning_eyes

I got some interesting things for my bday, including buying a gift for someone else. That one made me smile lots because....well it's helped them through a tough time. I got a stuffed monkey named FUMBLES! A stuffed Taz doll, a 30GB I-Pod Video, FRIENDS Season 1 Dvd Boxed Set, Johnny Depp Biography/PHoto Book. <333 And a boyfriend treating me like I'm a b***h on my bday at my party. Thank god I have Tyler to cry to. ninja

I've gotten myself into this bullshit scenario!

Make it go away!