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So what should I state here.
Im in love, with someone that I would risk my life for. With someone that I would do anything to keep happy, is she would be happy by seeing me cut of toe O.O well okay then... okay.. well... that would be kinda stupid really, but you get the point wink

I hate the distance, kinda make it hard to know whats going on. -shrugs- God sometimes Im so "overprotective". hmmm yea I remember that I did the same thing with my ex, which made her pull away abit for a period of time.
I guess its just, I wanna be a part of your life, and when I cant be there, I just wanna be as much as possible from here.

Yea... I probably over do it at times. Hmm Yea its a journal venting people! So if you found your way here, I guess its your own fault wink
Hmm anyway... Im not tired. Its 5am... and im not tired >< damn. I need sleep though... or do I? Well yea probably cause now Im babling.

Anyway, one thing: Sorry for beeing a bit to much at times, or... well I dont know how to explain it, but yea (this is also a part of that beeign to much XD lol)So... "Can You Feel The Love Tonight." Yea im listening to that song right now. And... yea its soothing. Damn why did I start listening >< gah. Anywya...

Hmm, I hope that you will enjoy my company in the real world. And... yea. Hmm yea you know what, talking with you on the phone is one of the best thigns in this world, now and will probably always be. I wont forget a moment of it. Your voice is like an angels, and your beauty just the same. Undescribable by any word that we humans use. You might not think so yourself... but trust me. You're eyes are truly graced with the beauty of an angel.

Hmm, so am I an idiot at times? WELL DUH! Im only human, and I dont deny what Im feeling >< I guess that can be pretty screwed up at times but... I dont wanna be like people I've seen around me in their relationships. They keep things back just to make their relationship work, just to hold on to something that might not be there if they did show their real feelings.

Im honest with you my love.. 100%. And I do believe that you're a 100% honest with me. But as soon as I anoy you or just do something that you feel is idiotic. DO TELL ME THIS! I dont want you to hold things in. Hm...hehe. Even though I havent found you to be a person that hold things in... not like that. Im amazed by you, you're something diffrent. Never have I met someone that .... has so much character... so much... life.

I wanna be there for you, I wanna be the one you that you want to wake up next to in the morning, I wanna be the one that you see a future with. Cause I truly want that future with you, with a beauitful, wonderful, amazing woman like you. You're everything that this heart could wish for my love... and beyond.

I love you now and always.
Im just waiting to buy that one way ticket.


(Screw the spelling and grammer XD lol)