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I see only two posible solutions to my state of mind. Become a master player or dark ********.
If I'll be the one with the crowd, I'll be loved and hated. Pretending to be some thing that I'm not. But if you pretend for long enough, how do you know if you're prentending or if it's you.
If I'll choose the path of darkness, I'll be picked on and talked s**t about. I'll make Marilyn look like a sane person. This way I'll stay true to myself, and remain being unloved.

I need some time to make up my mind...