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Roommate says I should be more independent. Is no longer willing to bring food home via bike, despite working at Walmart and me offering to pay. So... he has easy access to purchasing food and now I have to walk 2 hours to get to and from the closest store, unless I want to survive on gas station junk food. I dunno... seems kinda bs to me, but then again I figure friends living together would help each other? Ooh... best part is: I can only carry so much and am super out of shape. Not only will the trip take a couple hours and exhaust me to the point I can't do anything physically for a week, but I also have to do the trip alone now. I'll take a 2+ hour trip for a backpack of food that may or may not go bad on the way home instead of bringing home a half a month's worth of food in one trip and not going anywhere for the rest of it. Maybe I am wrong to be upset about this, but I still think it's bs.

Also... why is it that everyone else I know has people they can turn to for help that will help them no questions asked, but I'm screwed out of that? No family. Very few friends that can't or don't help me in the way I need... Really sucks...

Could go on, but super tired. Peace out.