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Hello again. I havent been very happy lately...ive been yelled at like a million times in the past week! I got yelled at for not buying the right amount of minutes for my phone, talking a game back late when it was the right day, yelling at my sisters, dropping something and not liking cantalope! And people wonder why im never happy and im angry all the time! My chest has been hurting really badly and it feels heavy sometimes. like my heart isnt pumbing any blood just collecting it. tomorrow I have this stupid writing thing my grandma signed me up for! It lasts a week but i dont even know why im going when I was the best writer in the class. Ive been going to artclass but people have been noticing ive been acting different. I have insomnia so I cant sleep and i have black rings around my eyes. I really miss those happy days when I was little and I had atleast 1 or 2 friends and it only took an hour or 2 for me to get to sleep.