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So tired of this place, might just be cause im sick and im about to throw up.. but I doubt it. I just wanna leave.. go away... to hell with this place and these people. I try to do something nice for them, for once I acctualy did something without thinkin about myself, even thou it helps me as well. And the only thing I get back is complaints about my existence and how I act...
And then having them telling me that I only care for myself just as I tried to do something for them... thanks.... just leave me the ******** alone... thats what I wanna tell them.... I just wanna leave.... so tired of this place.. and I've been for so long.
On another note... I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!! And yes... you will find messages like this in every future journal entry (lets hope no one figures out -wink-) I love you baby and if you had not excisted right now... I would have left this place... I would run away... (I will eventually anyway) but.... atleast I have a goal with my leave now.... to go to you... and be with you...
Meh... well.. journal entry.
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The Book Of Alex.
Im Alexander.
I am 18 years old.
I come from Europe >Scandinavia >Sweden.
My intrests in life:
Music, poetry, art, drawing.
I will write about my daily life, and if that seems intresting, well then you can come back now and then and read it.
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