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Yes, that is the word to describe me right now...

Dark
Alone
Pained
Frustrated
Stupid

I feel cooped up all the time...my phone died, I'm in pain 75% percent of the time...I feel alone...I guess I need a new boyfrined...I'm in the mood for someone darker...Gothic...something a bit different from the guys I've gone out with...((not that the guys I've gone out with were bad or anything...perfectly good people...))

I don't know...I'm in my usual state of depression...which also keeps me from sleeping...

I think one of my friends should just throw a random makeout ******** knows we need one...AND DON'T LIE, you all know we need one...

mmm...happy pills....they make the pain go away....for now...

for now...I'll slowly die inside...