For a while I thought he'd forgotten I'd existed. All Thoughts of me wafted away on the breezes or burnt up in the fires of his study, like he did with so many of the letters mother had sent him. I thought he'd forgotton about her... But then I figured out she was alive and with me the whole time, and soon after I figured out he wanted the both of us dead...
It's a sad day when a father need to slaughter his own child, but a worse one when he does it not so save her from a worse end, but to make his own life easier.
I understand illegitamacy is a terrible thing to one of the senate, but If i'm already gone from his life, how could the rumors of my existance and my 'army of pirates' really be that threatening?
My life was sewn with fatigue and plauged with doubt. Is there nowhere my family can be safe?
Eluria has endured her first battle. She performed as if it had been rehersed in a dance, a reanactment of something that she had practised and polished for years. She has her first scar though, a long thin knife wound across the upper of her arm. I feel shamed as a mother to think that she was ready to take care of the two on her own, and thank god for Morna or she may have suffered more...
Z, how is our son? I know he is hunted too, they told me before I slit their throats in rage...
There is no way around the innevitable, is there? But just as innevitable as death is, such is my love for my family. There, I know I have found strength.
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Shamus and I are fine... I have hid him safely in Kuchik's caverns. No mortal dares to come near with him gaurding the caverns. I have been down in hell for some time now... I think I will never see the sun again. My heart, what is left of it, yerns for you... please.... come back to me....
The shadow vanishes.