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Do you consider me as a friend? Or that guy. Being a social recluse sucks. ): I mean. I think you're all my friends. gonk SJL · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 02:01am · 3 Comments


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	Sebby. You were always my friend and always will be. heart Offline Lady Celine · Community Member · Mon May 22, 2006 @ 07:53pm


	What would I consider you? A respectful and intelligent person whom shows his capable mind every day, whether it be on Gaia, or, doubtlessly, in real life. A friend? I'm not so sure. I'm always open to new friendships, be it with anyone. It's all a question of your opinion on me. You may feel threatened by my knowing your girlfriend. Or, you may respect me as much as I respect you. Obviously, because of this journal post, you're feeling insignificant. You want people to tell you that you matter, right? Well, you do. You matter to many, so don't you ever forget that. Take care, Sebastian. Offline Azrayl Valentine · Community Member · Tue May 23, 2006 @ 08:18am


	I don't feel threatened at all. I'm at the point in my life where I realize that people only care about themselves. If you have ties to that person, they may think of you every once in a blue moon. I don't care if anyone says, "YOU'RE WRONG, THERE'S STILL /SOME/ THOUGHTFUL PEOPLE OUT THERE." Yes, there are. I notice that. I see that, I've been around people like that. I respect them for that and wish them many blessings and good fortune, because it's hard as ****** doing that and gaining any respect doing so. The reason I posted this is OMG I NEED FRENZ LOL ): because if I don't have any, I won't ever be happy. Supposedly. I didn't want to do this, I didn't want to have to ask. I was confident in myself that I am kind and sociable. That I won't instantly turn the first person away. Granted, I'm shy but I can talk to people. But when someone brought up that "LOL U NOT HAV FRENZ, LOSUR" said confidence was shattered and I got pissed. It's amazing how people think they can help but saying st like that when they make matters worse. That makes people question themselves, trying to find as many faults as possible so that they can improve themselves when their mind is only translating a person's character as flaws. I used to be able to carry a conversation. Granted, it was awkward but people said it made me interesting. Now, I question EVERY LITTLE ****** THING I say and resort to keeping my mouth shut and saying things I /KNOW/ will drive that person away. So I don't have to deal with the anxieties of talking to a person. You know what? I miss being myself. Ohwait. The problem isn't everyone else. It's me. I hate me. Offline SJL** · Community Member · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 03:02am

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