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hello! Todays Friday and im GLAD. im SO sick of school! Atleast we will start testing soon and we wont have homework or anything! well...anyways...some things has happened with Shawn. He was harrasing my friend Montre and I asked him why. We had a conversation about it...then he was asking about my crazy friend Diana. Why she was harrasing him and following him around and stuff. He put in some serious feeling when he yelled at me about not saying "hi" to him anymore. I honestly thought he didnt care if I did or not! For a second there...I felt...wanted. I was happy about it! I say Hi to him more now. we've hung out a few times this week. It was fun, its nice to be around him. I guess its cuz hes just like me. His eyes are dark with lonelyness, hes a loner sometimes, and hes different, so people think hes stupid or some kind of monster. Id take all of HIS suffering and add it onto my own just for him to be happy. Hes one of my best friends and I dont want to see him in pain. theres the thing. I dont WANT to see him in pain. I usually enjoy people sorrow because most of them deserve it. They are all unkind to me and him and I HATE THAT! He doesnt seem to care though...if people hate him or not. hes not the kind of person to see the glass half empty. I respect that...without him. I would be completely alone in this crowd full of people. The world has turned its back on us and all we've got is eachother.
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