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Urghh..

So, I had fun at Washington last month ! There was a lot of drama but in the end it was fun c:

The way the trip was : 1/3 bus ride, 1/3 shopping, 1/3 educational 100% drama. Everyone just talked s**t about each other the whole long of the trip... -_-' gah whatever, i'm over it now

I'm stressing about my classes now .. My average in chem is 54 now, and I bombed the last test so I doubt it'll be that great.. (passing grade at my school is 55) D: I need smart friends willing to tutor me..

YAY! new RP! I'm sort of bad at them , but whatever. I don't really understand it, i'll have to talk about it at school, I guess. It's sort of about super heroes I think? like, OC's on an island who get powers @_@ .. I wanna write an entry already, Hurry up Alisha !! razz

I have an internet crush , teehee. On some guy who isn't even famous @_@ HE'S A COSPLAYER THOUGH. but he's really cute. I don't even know if he's gay? LOL his bf is like .. idk.. I think it's a guy, but he cosplays girls sometimes, it might be a tranny.. idk :l I hope he's gay, that way i'll feel happier inside somewhat . ;o;

Oh yeah, I won 'most artistic' at my school, lawls. I'm supprised anyone even knew who I am. :B AND I APPLIED AT A BUNCH OF PLACES !! FINALLY. I need a job -_- I'm trying to get a new phone, this one's a pain , even though it's cute looking.

HERE'S ALL THE PLACES I APPLIED TO :'D (in order that i wanna work there) :
- Art Shack (I REALLY WANT THE JOB!! :c)
- Michaels ( Meh , they sell paint..)
- Boathouse (lol.. yeah.. they're hiring :l)
- Linen Chest (LOL.. desperate here.)
- Sephora (as a joke ROFL they only hire beauty pros , girls.. LOL)


[I seperated the depressing s**t in case you didn't want me to be a downer, just skip the rest of this]

******** sakes. I can't even watch Repo! The Genetic Opera... it used to be one of my favourite movies... this is so annoying. I can't even watch Watchmen, >____> Urgh.. I really need to move on with my life.. crying

I WANNA WATCH WHATEVER MOVIE I WANT. Why does this have to matter?! Get the hell out already. Urgh. disappear.

I wish I had a lot of friends who actually knew people. I don't like meeting people through websites and stuff, i think that s**t's sketchy. I rather be introduced by a friend or something.

Our school sucks. -_- urgh.

Maybe I'm too picky? I don't think so.. I don't really care. @_@..

I just need go out and meet people now.. all I do is sit in my room every day and either sleep, game out , or do homework .. Can't wait till next year, maybe things will be better :/ it just sucks here, I guess?

Who knows? it could be worst there..