I sent a note, pretending this is what you want.
This doesn't mean we're over, but you told me different.
Can you tell me what you want?
And a thrash of what I've held onto, this is worse than any masecer you've encounter.
And I stared into your cold blues, everything seemed to bring back everything we used to have.
We had.
So stop tricking me, stop tripping me.
I'm lying here, pretending this isn't over.
Don't tell me different,
Girl is this what you want?
Can you tell me you remember what we've gone through.
God Damnit I'm sorry for reawakening old and forgotten memories,
So tell me all you wanted to say,
don't forget, I'm here to stay.
Can you hold onto what I gave you, listen, and tell me you want more.
Girl I'm walking here,
where I used to run,
exactly to help you, and let you cry.
Tell me this isn't want you want.
So leave me here,
I'm not going to stop crying, I'm not lying, tell me you don't want me dying.
Hold a ribbon, in my name, and tell me you can't see me.
this is pretending, you forgot my name.
And a stranger is all I am now.
C'mon girl, is that what she told you?
listen to what you've heard on your insides.
Tell me we are,
the worsts of anything that you could have said.
So lets go back,
to the summer nights, and we'll bring it back.
Like cemerteries, and ghost hunts. this is all you had said.
She said. She said. She said.
we're going down, I'm blown away, I'm scared, you're gone, Where am I? Tonights the night, we all fell down, we all left it undone, and fragments of a mirror, pretend to see me, I'm not here, I'm just gone.
And whats the worst you could have said? Go away.
And an undone story, left strands of our relationship.
Am I sapose to say so long? Good bye? Pretend to see me, I'm here, no I've been gone, for more than 3 years.
Has it been that long?
I've been here, watching you pray.
Can you tell me what you meant to say, girl thats not you,
and show me your insides, I'll listen to you.
Forget this, are you through with me?
So kill me now, and wipe away my black tears,
I've been raining blood for more than a couple of days.
This is where I've stood, and tell me now,
These are the words she said.
Lady Phi Community Member 
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