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hmm numbness, and yet anger, understand it yet not sure what to make of it. is it for my own protection or is it for nothing. After what has happen the soo much anger that's ridding inside me since of last night has changed into numbness. A shell of nothingness basically. Making me act different, see different, yet I am accustom to this. It is so natural to be like this but it has hurt others before and still is most likely. I am here yet I am not, hmmm time for some poetry.

fear has gain another,
wrapping tightly,
around these veins,
of darkness shadows,
that leaks the smallest of light,
pass through them,
to be the cage of anger,
far away the blazing skin,
burns the flesh of the damned,
each grasp of the tamed,
enters soul,
to only destroy the treasure,
that holds it whole,
shatter pieces scatter,
lifeless body is left,
with no soul,
or emotions,
only the pain of what,
has made it to this point