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As we lay there quiet
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you
Your smile,
and the way it teased at me seductively
Your laugh,
and the way it tempted me
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to hypnotize me

As we sat there silent
I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you
Your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me
Your laugh,
and the way it makes everything okay
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to read my thoughts

As we stand here now
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you
Your smile,
and the way it confuses me
Your laugh,
and the way it seems to mock me
Your eyes,
and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

i loved you James, so very much you said you loved me, that you would take me away from all this pain. it was a lie, you were never going to go through with your promises because in the end i found out you cheated on me, even when you said you loved me. the pain i felt will never be forgotten, but then again i know when you speak to me or look my way, all you will see in my eyes is the hate i have for you and the knowledge that i will never fall for you again.....