i gots a poem to post.. sweatdrop im skeptical about it..ppl should give me some C&C..or sumtin
here goes.. redface ..oh ya, if there are any suggestions for the name i'd like to hear em'..please..
(would be name)
telling myself just to go die
hating myself, so much wanting to cry
but no tears will be fallen
because only empty lies inside
with no cold tears left to cry
living outside and dying inside
or should it be said, already dead
but not wishing to die
atleast not by way of suicide
it'd truely be a lie if it was said the thought never crossed this mind
& truth certainly does tell all
well, that is, when honesty is involved
but with that does come a slight hell
like the burning sensation
peroxide poured on an open wound
only the toughest of people avoid honesty forever
self realization must be tough to never encounter
wanting to turn corners you know you just cant
because if you did, you'd get another taste of it
a taste of, honestly, not wantin to live
What a selfish feature that is
& self damnation is all thats recovered from it
but dont let it ingulf you
do not wallow so, its very selfish ya know
write something down,
or scream,
or shout
but don't lay there, don't just wish to do nothing
I tell you, its the lonliest feeling
so very intense, but in a way not emotional at all
all to much numbness injected into you
then you can really see yourself
you know you were there for it all
no denying it, its true
& you know now
that it never is anyone elses fault, but
your own
when you know, you have issues
and they speak to you
"pick your feet up off the ground"
...i'm sorry, i'll adapt to your pace
"your so selfish"
...and thats never like you?
"how can you do this to me"
...the same ways you do
"i know what happened, not you"
...wasnt i there too?
"dont lie to me, your not telling the truth"
...just like you
"dont make me slap you"
...do it i dare you, dont you think i'd do it to you?
"SHUT-UP"
...SCREW YOU
or when your speaking to yoursel
"why dont you get yourself a dream, start thinking for a change"
"when did you loose your brain"
"why r u being so stupid, u've got so much, more chances than you ever deserved"
"WHATS WRONG WITH YOU"
"WHY CAN'T YOU DO A DAMN THING RIGHT"
"your acting like them..again"
or worst of all
" "
when even you dont say a thing, you quit caring about what you've done wrong
your like a drone; no soul, no brain, not anything
& you've been so selfish,
so stupid, that,
you know you've got everything you deserve, when
you've got nothing at all
sad yes but thats life, so what do ya think..is it hard to read?.. be honest xp
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PLEASE HELP MEH TO GET THIS AVARAR
...got them stockings
...an them shoes
...and that dress
i need bugs!
...got them stockings
...an them shoes
...and that dress
i need bugs!