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God... Am I an idiot? Seriously, this journal helps a lot, honestly, it helps me vent, but so does my bf. Man, can he forgive or what? One of these days I can see him leaving me, but it can't be helped that I'm physcic can it? Hehe, yeah you wish you had something special about you, girly. But you're nothing more then worthless s**t! God, you don't belong on this Earth! Die! DIE DIE! Look forward to death, but it's not the end of pain. I guess I don't hold grudges because I don't want to regret dying or being unable to tell a person how much I appreciate them. I want to cry on your shoulder, I want to pick you up and carry you for the rest of your days, I want to fly you to heaven when you die, with a smile plastered on your face. I want to be able to love...