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A boy I know since i'm a kid just left MSN. I was chatting with him, and we were talking about our friendship. I didn't talked to him face to face since a while, even if I see him sometimes at the bus stop. I guess I'm shy. But why?
So yeah. We chatted, and he told me he was still considerating me as a friend. I told him a bad thing...that I never really took him as friend, much more as someone I knew well and whom I liked to talk with and play. He told me; 'Right, so you don't like (or love...I was so confused) me. Lol.
And I replied...why do you say that? Do I have a reason to dislike you?
And he said; did you?
I said no...I like you. And he said ; But...do you like me like a girl likes her boyfriend?
I said; well, no...(but I wasn't completely thinking that!)
And then was those confusing words...well, my feelings aren't the same as yours. I leave now.
And he left, not saying anything else. I can't wait for him to get back over MSN, and ask him explanations. This boy I once loved, do he feels those strange feelings I knew a year ago? I never has a true love before. And I guess this is why I don't know what to think...