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I seriously hate life. One thing gets fixed for me and then right after that, something else breaks or something happens that make it worse!! I just got my left front axle on my car fixed and before the guy even did anything he brought me over to show me that I have a freakin transmission leak! And to get that fixed would cost about 80 bucks, which I can't even begin to afford. -sighs- I feel so fustrated becuase I can't even find another job, which I desperately need. Ever been so fustrated you wanted to cry and scream and punch something? That's how I feel right now! Nothing good ever happens to me. There's only been one good thing about this year so far and that's getting to know this guy I'm falling in love with. But I know eventually that's going to go bad too! crying and if I didn't owe so much money to people, I'd kill myself right now. But I have ******** MORALS, you people probably don't know what those ********!!!! scream