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What happened to her...?
That happy go lucky girl.
The one who never let anything get her down.
She was always there, with a smile on her face, hoping to make anyone else smile, just as she was.
She was so free, so in tune with her happy emotions.
Now it seems she has grown up, jaded.
She has become more in tune with her more sad and lonely emotions.
Now it seems there is hardly a time where she does not cry.
Why is this?
Is it because relationships of the past have worn her out?
Because even if she was smiling, she was the only one.
For so long she has been lonely, and afraid.
Back then, she never let it show, she never wanted others to worry.
Now it seems that she lets it all pour out, and it stresses her.
Because she feels that the ones she pours out to, they are annoyed, or they just want to see her happy again.
She knows that she loves someone, she knows she wants to be with him.
She wants nothing more than that.
But its hard for her, to deal without him, because he's so far away.
While dealing with him being away, she must see others with their loved ones, and its hard.
She yearns, needs, dreams of being by his side, all the time.
She knows she must be patient...but she feels that she hurts him.
She feels that when she cries because she misses him, it hurts him, because he feels the same way.
She never wants to leave him, never wants to be without him.
But she's also realized...that slowly, without her realizing it, he's bringing her back.
That happy girl.
He lets her know that its okay to smile again, even if its just for her own benefit.
So all hope is not lost...
I really look foreward, to seeing that girl again.
 Glaceyon · Fri Sep 17, 2010 @ 09:52pm · 1 Comments |
