dreams of blood
lovely blood
the thrill of the fight
the thrill of completly beating your opponent
listening to them cry
beg for their life
the glories of war
not just dreams
memories
memories long past
loss
losing everything in death
over and over and over
those dark desires are finally coming to me
i held them off for 18 years
and i fear i will continue to have the
but i NEVER have to act on them
but i could be tempted
i almost was today
it seems better and better each day
im not the me i was in the past
i wont kill in this lifetime
i wont!
i hope.....
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the crimson rain is falling the stars are crashing all around me i feel the heat i feel the death and as i stand there crying..... i awake
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