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Nya =_=
ok, so today was weird..... a bit stressful in my eyes but to others it would like a happy day!!!!... but it's not =_= I told my friend about the crazy thing about this person and she was laughing a lot. it was funny tho. I agree with her.
but I could never stop thinking about it =_= -bangs head on desk- my kami, help me. I'm going upside down .-. who will help me? I tell my friends at school (Nikki if your reading this I WILL have my revenge!!!!! evil .....jk rofl ) about it but they don't take it seriously and just laugh at my dramatic antics =_= well.... I was trying to make them laugh but they could've at least said something to make me feel better -pouts-
well, it is nothing bad. just... difficult =_= I told my best buddy Dennis (khknight) and he tried to help. I tried what he said but it DIDN'T help!!! =_= I'm so stressed lately. I need to meditate again or something. but I forgot where I put my insense(?) crying oh well, I can deal. I can always buy some after school with my bro... or ask my dad. I dunno...... wait I think I got off track for a sec there sweatdrop well, anyway, because nobody doesn't want to help me or just plain can't, I guess I will just help myself...... it won't be hard right? ......after a few months it won't be a 'secret' to the people who don't know....... or will it?.... maybe I'll learn to forget about it if it stops.... although I doubt that..... I hope 'it' doesn't stop because it's a good thing. not a bad one. or... it might be bad O.o depends on how you look at it.
well, I at least feel a tad bit better. I've been drawing/painting to kool off. and writing this also makes me feel better. or actually I wrote in TWO journals sweatdrop the one on the internet where I kept everything on the down low, but not exactly and my "diary" that I rarely write in. Well, I only write in it when a big event happens or I'm really sad.
well, nyaa. -waves- =_=
 Natima · Thu Feb 23, 2006 @ 01:42am · 2 Comments |
