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crying . I love... Why can't I say it? Out loud. To you. To everyone I know? I hope you read it and you know who you are. Ya tebya lyublyu!!! Always and forever!!! Haha! I wanted to see... One last time before it was too late. I was a million years late. sweatdrop My fault. I never actually took the time to enjoy our moments together. Now that your gone I have had grief. Grust grust grust GRUST!!! Takaya lyubov', nyereal'nuy polyet. Yet I let it slip away... stressed I hate myself for it!!! Ya soshla s uma!!! Well for... wink All I can do is smile. Vesyolye ulybki. Cover my pain from the world. biggrin . It's not working!!! mad . I wish we could kiss one last time. It's one of my last wishes. whee Never let go of things you might regret later in the future. I certainly do. My heart will forever belong to... Along with most of my purity. (not my virginity LOL!!!) That's like mine till I'm 18 or older. xp Not unless... Returns to me. Then I might feel alive inside and i will save myself. Ne prosi mne. I need to stop writing in Russian. Polchasa. That's how much time with... Would make me happy. Like I said before. Ne prosi mne. (don't ask me) Hum... Now you know about some of me. Ppl who read this. Rawr!!!