I have these odd dreams so much... Every night. I keep searching for the answer but I think it's clear what it is. Is it true what he says to me? He seems to be bonding more with friends than me.. Maybe I'm worried but it definitely hurts when I'm around. What do I do? What if in my dreams it happens in real life? What would I do? Cry yeah but then what? Would I be able to forget that? Or want some space? Most important, was it my fault it happened? I don't want him to find out! I don't... He can't help me... I don't want to here "plans" to get back at him for doing such things because I am nothing like that! Would I end up ignoring him? It's too hard... All I can think about is needing extra space afterwards... It doesn't make sense but is it right? Accurate? What the hell is wrong with me?
 Andromeda Scarlet · Tue Apr 06, 2010 @ 11:36am · 0 Comments |
