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This week is full of tragedy for me because 2 of my relatives has passed away. The first was my uncle from my fathers side who left this world of old age 4 days ago & today I recieved news that my cousin sister from my mothers side whom I'm close to has died from cancer at a young age. I'm utterly flabbergasted & bewildered. Moreover I know I should be crying now (even my mother is crying) but I can't seem to bring myself to shed a tear & I'm taking the news quite well. Furthemore, I don't know why but I don't believe it's a coincidence & it's highly suspicious, or it's just me being too sensitive, though you have to admit, it is strange for 2 relatives of mine to die this week. In addition it saddens me more to know that I can not attend those 2 of my relatives funerals because of several reasons (some reasons that are hard to believe) but mostly caused from my birth date. Though I don't have time to mourn over their deaths & that makes me feel worse than I already do because of my exams. Sigh, I wish I could go visit their graves but I'm not allowed to go into a cemetary! At any rate, I hope my relatives will be able to rest in peace.