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I was young when I met you
But that doesn't mean it's untrue
Because I know for a fact
I was in love with you

I adored everything about you
Your hair, your eyes, you're smile
I just wished you lasted
more than just a little while

Everyday as a kid
I just wanted to cry
and when you left me
I just wanted to die

You're what kept me believing
That life wasn't so bad
You're what kept me believing
I didn't have to be sad

But nothing ever goes right
In my ******** up world
All the warmth and the light
Was killed with sad words

Why wasn't I enough
Why wasn't I enough
Why wasn't I enough
Why wasn't I enough

I drink myself to sleep
Trying to drown out your voice
Please tell me why
You made such a hurtful choice

You're what kept me believing
That life wasn't so bad
You're what kept me believing
I didn't have to be sad

But you didn't really love me, did you?

When you ran to his arms that night
I was angry beyond all words I knew
And even more I just wanted to fight
I wanted you dead dead dead, you

You're what kept me believing
That life wasn't so bad
You're what kept me believing
I didn't have to be sad

Just so you know girl
Every word here was done for you
And every thought, every move,
it was all just for you


Nothing ever goes right
Nothing ever goes right
Nothing ever goes right
Nothing ever goes right

And all I ever wanted
Was to be happy
But you seem to not care
That you're the only one for me...