I watch at night for vampires with my blanket snug against my neck as if the fabric could stop them.
I watch at night as I wait for the dreams of things rather forgotten to pass
I watch my life go by and sigh ,wondering if I'm doing enough or to much.
My mind is envaded by someone else's thoughts, makingmy bones cry out in pain as if cancer gripped it , as if an octupus had it's abominable mouth on it crunching and sucking out the marow.
Waiting for death I see my life as it was.. as it is.
Everything dies
I will die
but will I die as some empty shell or as Jules .
I need to be Jules
Darn the people who hold me back
Darn the ones who wont take my help
I should not have to take penance for the crimes of the dear.
Waiting for death I see my life as it was.. as it is.
Everything dies
I will die
but will I die as some empty shell or as Jules .
I need to be Jules
Darn the people who hold me back
Darn the ones who wont take my help
I should not have to take penance for the crimes of the dear.
I should live till I truely die
or die till I truely live