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Aaa, the corruptions of a young teen like me. What one of them are is.... Hatred.
Lately, I've been hating a lot more people, not just the normal 'everyone in the school exept true friends.' Or really.... I don't know who is true anymore. Those people are liers and fakes. Most of those lies aren't for the sake of protecting their 'friends.' I've lost my trust in everyone... almost everyone.
I don't know who trust any longer. Everywhere I seem to go, almost everyone is untrustworthy of protecting eachother. These people are either faking their personalities, who they really are.
I dislike those people. Maybe if they have a good story behind it then I would consider learning to get over it. Even if they lied for selfish needs but if they are willing to change.... that would be great.
Although.... maybe I don't really hate them? whats for certain is that I pity them.I pity myself for sometimes I lie but not for selfish needs. not anymore.
It confuses me somehow.
I wish that one day, I can be proven wrong... by a person and not a 'what if'.
 Natima · Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 02:30am · 0 Comments |
